Fear or Loathing?

I have just returned from a whirlwind tour of St. George Utah. It's a beautiful little town, practically encircled with gorgeous red mountains, kind of like what you would see near Hawaiian volcanoes. But it's also a small town. You can drive from one end to the other in about 10 minutes. It branches off into some other, even smaller towns. But it has sort of a homey feel two it. Only two hours from Las Vegas and four hours from SLC. Kind of tucked in the middle and largely forgotten. If you know me well, then you know what I was doing there. And now I can't decide if I really want to do it. So my question is: Am I feeling this way because I'm afraid of this great unknown or do I really not want to do it? How do I tell the difference?

There are clear pros and cons. But is it really as simple and making a list? Does the longer list "win"? I have to figure it out pretty quick, too. No time to hem and haw. Couple of days, tops. I heard someone say something the other day that I probably have heard before, but it clicked with me when he said it. He said, "Make a decision, then make the decision work for you". Something like that. Basically, once I have decided one way way or the other, then I have to do everything I can to make it a success. So, here's another question. Am I doing everything I can to make things work right now?

AAAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!! I hate feeling this way! Any insight is appreciated.